Psychotic Good
I’m a head of state of denial,
I rely on my instincts alone –
They have told me to step aside,
Hard to swim when your thoughts are bloat
And the flow of life would throw me offshore,
I’m just a beholder who’s constantly bored
With no beauty I could see around anymore,
My hundred eyes have been searching outside
To find the push I need to move on.
Drive me closer, I wanna see the other side
Where nothing exists
And there’s only calm,
Where I’d try to resist
Opening that door
And hold on to myself and my shallow life in the end,
Near the endless void at the brink of time.
Looking into the scrolls of the old
I have forged my impressive will,
I can put all my life onto hold
Just to stop all the musings that kill
Since they’re likely to stab me with no remorse,
So I’d like you to show me where it’s worse
And my fear won’t make them come too close.
I’m not new to walking blindfolded,
I’m a pawn in the kingdom of zeal.
Drive me closer, I wanna see the other side
Where nothing exists
And there’s only calm,
Where I’d try to resist
Opening that door
And believe that everyone finds love in the end,
Not to make that step off the brink of time.
But don’t make that face, I’m sure we’ll meet again.
I rely on my instincts alone –
They have told me to step aside,
Hard to swim when your thoughts are bloat
And the flow of life would throw me offshore,
I’m just a beholder who’s constantly bored
With no beauty I could see around anymore,
My hundred eyes have been searching outside
To find the push I need to move on.
Drive me closer, I wanna see the other side
Where nothing exists
And there’s only calm,
Where I’d try to resist
Opening that door
And hold on to myself and my shallow life in the end,
Near the endless void at the brink of time.
Looking into the scrolls of the old
I have forged my impressive will,
I can put all my life onto hold
Just to stop all the musings that kill
Since they’re likely to stab me with no remorse,
So I’d like you to show me where it’s worse
And my fear won’t make them come too close.
I’m not new to walking blindfolded,
I’m a pawn in the kingdom of zeal.
Drive me closer, I wanna see the other side
Where nothing exists
And there’s only calm,
Where I’d try to resist
Opening that door
And believe that everyone finds love in the end,
Not to make that step off the brink of time.
But don’t make that face, I’m sure we’ll meet again.